I thought chocolate made me happy... I thought laying on the couch made me happy... I thought not thinking about being unhealthy made me happy...
Turns out I have been wrong. My readers may have picked up a melancholic theme to my blog in recent days. Today I experienced my first burst of happy hearted singing and dancing around the house in some months... Today I felt high on life. Today I actually felt really happy.
Turns out that being healthy actually makes me feel happy. For the last three days I have been eating clean and lean, I have started exercising, and I have lost 1 kg already. Today I did a big run at the gym to do my pre-diet fitness test (currently sitting on 9.35 mins to do 1km on the treadmill with a 5 incline). I also did a bunch of free weights while I was there (and the cute trainer doing weights in front of me didn't hurt).
After I finished I did feel nauseous for a while, but I knew it was just the lactic acid moving around my system.
And then, I felt like dancing...singing... laughing....
And then I felt truly happy.
Its a great start to putting myself and my health first again.
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